expectations.

i'm stressed out.

you know, worrying just zaps up a lot of your energy. it keeps swirling around in your head, reminding you that you ought to be working instead of blogging or sleeping. and your brain keeps listing out all the shit that you hav eto do by when etc etc.

i think my parents expect too much from me. i'm no superwoman. there's only so much i can take. i don't think they realise just how heavy school work is. they constantly push me to do more, and i think sooner or later, i'm going to crack.

realised today that i have a MAJOR project due on the 14th. a group thing, and we started today. effectively, we have 2 weeks more to come up with a 3000 word dialogue (between a liberal, a communitarian and a post modernist) on the topic of fear and democracy in singapore. any volunteers to help? haha. it's fuckng hard. it's hard enough to do readings for the module, and extra reading is required for this project. sigh.

have an exam tmr. macro econs. yest had micro. didn't go too well. haha. unprepared for macro. i'm all psyched for wonderfully fucking it up. and later tonight, i have a meeting, some hall stuff, at 10.30. fuck. just brilliant yes?

on top of that, have a performance on the 11th of march, something that i didn't wanna do but now i have no choice im stuck with it and i'm suffering. had a strenuous dance class on sunday and now my knee is giving my problems again. i don't know if it will last me on the 11th.

and. involved in a small hall drama. have yet to memorise script and then go for rehearsals (that usually start at 12mn yippee. ya right.) performing on the16th and 18th. grin.

i need more than 24 hours in a day. maybe ill survive if i dont sleep at all for the next 2 weeks. sounds like a plan!? haha.

that's uni i guess. gordon, know how you feel. at least youre getting paid hahhaa. =) happy birthday feb babies! lindy gorden and josefff. happy being 20 =)

looking forward to class outing on 4th. although i feel horribly guilty gg out instead of doing work but oh well.