I am...

...defaulted??? haha. Lol well this must be one of my long, rare post in such a while. And if gorrrrdon's and xiaomei's posts were sad, mine's dreadful. Suffice to say that ever since december, I've had SOOO many arrows I not only burn weekends (yes gordon i burn wkends too. so we're in it together, except I don't GET OFFICER'S PAY). haha that should make your plight somewhat better. So much so I've fallen super sick twice in a span of a few wks. Been spewing green stuff from nose and mouth for 1 wk, and i can't tahan already so have to report sick tmr already. And i still have mountains of all sorts of work waiting for me, 48 unread mail and 37 red-flagged stuff. ( i miss the stresses of sch soooo much. at least it was fun then. =)) )

So hopefully my fever goes over tmr or the day after, and I'll be there for the class lunch (it's a lunch right.) Not gonna miss any class gathering for ANYTHING. haha.

And this is super super super late, but it's still feb, (last day of feb), so i can still wish all feb babies a happy birthday. Have been so bogged down with mobilisation stuff that i clean forgot but feb babies. So sorry, guilty of that. (i'll buy the feb babies who come on sat a drink k.) lolx.

Oh well, I have to draft an email for my S3 now, (b4 he asks me to go back to office to do stuff altogether), and reply some silly warrant's sms on why he doesn't have an FFI booking yet. (what am i, an ops spec turned medic).

I so look forward to this sat then. hope as many ppl as possible come. Perhaps this will perk me to recover faster, and thursday and friday OOOOOT won't be as bad as it already is.

Cheers all, cya around. And go all the way nooj! oh btw I attended this Adam Khoo course (i tell u he's really good), sponsored by SAF of course, on personal mastery and peak performance. In essence, don't give up! there'll be an end to everything, and as long as u tell yourself "I can, and not 'I'll try' ", chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi... (u understand that don't u. hehe) All problems will end. just perservere, and have more faith in yourself. =))) (ok maybe that sounded a tad cliche and all, but really, jiayou! )

kk i so need to type that email. 4th March beckons!

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Eugene.


P.S I ain't all that defaulted already eh... =)